And Nerves Keep Coming...

I got an email from my track coach today reminding everyone that we have three weeks left until the beginning of the season. I just burst into a frenzy of worry. Not only that I won't have enough time to train since I must pool/bike due to my stress fracture, but also because I just worry that I won't be ready. Running is so much different than pooling or biking. I'm afraid that I'll be either so behind that I won't be able to keep up and acheive my goals, or I will push myself too hard like I did in cross country. I need to calm down, I know, but this past season was so close to a dream come true that turned into a nightmare. I would never upon my worst enemy, not that I have one, to lose their true love. I will be excited to return, but it just won't be the same. This injury will forever be etched into my mind, a scar of my hurt. Without running, I think return to my bad eating habits, and with running I do the same. Where is the upside to this situation?