The Rollar Coaster of You and Me

When I talk to them about you,
It all seems so clear to me.
I am wasting my time,
I have fallen victim to this love.

But when I talk to you about anything,
My heart pounds and feelings bubble,
threatening to erupt,
Showering the earth with happiness.

And then when I don't talk to you.
I begin to question,
All that I am and all that could have been.
It's a continuous cycle,
a rollar coaster that I can't get off.
No matter how hard I scream